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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Friday, September 14, 2007
.:Bad Day...Or Is It Really?:.
.:Bad Day...Or Is It Really?:.
I thought i keep on hearing the ringtone that comes up when my boyf calls me. "Kau masih ku cintai..." the starting of Awie's song entitled 'Iris'. Coz i miss him so much lately, and so does he, if i may add in. Although the last time we met was last Saturday. Well almost a week already. Anyway my yearning for my beloved man is justified considering that it's now been a week sinch we last met. What can i say about love...
Today i went into my boss's office at the wrong timing. He just finished "brushing" my other colleague, when i made a quick entrance to announce him something that something urgent needs to be picked up in order to complete something urgent. Oh well...everything in this job seems to be urgent anyway. And guess what? I got the exact same lecture he just gave the other guy earlier. Gosh. He must be either enjoying himself or he feels that i thoroughly deserve it. Honestly i personally feel i deserve it. But on the other hand, that lecture that lasted half an hour could have been used to react to my announcement and leave the office immediately to DO it. But bosses will be bosses. I have my own shit to do.
If that's not enough, I got practically screamed at by a customer coz of some stupid reason. Anyway I've dealt with it professionally without any emotional blow on my part despite having forced to recieve the very unethical one from the other side. Ewks! So bloody unprofessional some people are. To hell with them.
To end to the agony of what happened today, on top of the dizzy and sick feeling i've been carrying this whole week due to the breakout of Influenza in my body, my mom called on my cell, while i was at work, to inform that my pri sch best friend's dad just passed away this evening. I couldn't feel sorrier for her. Second friend of mine to lose such an important figure in the family. Makes me wish harder that my own folks will live long enough to see my little brother get married at least. Which may be at least another twenty years or so. Quite a tough wish. But i am not God. His will is mightier. And i am nothing but a humble servant. And if i may add, a sinner. Human kind is always in the losing end if compared to God. His actions may seem cruel but it is always for the best, which as humans, prone to pain and sufferings, we are thus blinded from sight.
With that i end my entry for now.
Today i went into my boss's office at the wrong timing. He just finished "brushing" my other colleague, when i made a quick entrance to announce him something that something urgent needs to be picked up in order to complete something urgent. Oh well...everything in this job seems to be urgent anyway. And guess what? I got the exact same lecture he just gave the other guy earlier. Gosh. He must be either enjoying himself or he feels that i thoroughly deserve it. Honestly i personally feel i deserve it. But on the other hand, that lecture that lasted half an hour could have been used to react to my announcement and leave the office immediately to DO it. But bosses will be bosses. I have my own shit to do.
If that's not enough, I got practically screamed at by a customer coz of some stupid reason. Anyway I've dealt with it professionally without any emotional blow on my part despite having forced to recieve the very unethical one from the other side. Ewks! So bloody unprofessional some people are. To hell with them.
To end to the agony of what happened today, on top of the dizzy and sick feeling i've been carrying this whole week due to the breakout of Influenza in my body, my mom called on my cell, while i was at work, to inform that my pri sch best friend's dad just passed away this evening. I couldn't feel sorrier for her. Second friend of mine to lose such an important figure in the family. Makes me wish harder that my own folks will live long enough to see my little brother get married at least. Which may be at least another twenty years or so. Quite a tough wish. But i am not God. His will is mightier. And i am nothing but a humble servant. And if i may add, a sinner. Human kind is always in the losing end if compared to God. His actions may seem cruel but it is always for the best, which as humans, prone to pain and sufferings, we are thus blinded from sight.
With that i end my entry for now.
posted at 7:54 PM